If you could come clean about everything
it would be easy for you to be sorry
if you could see all the possibilities
we might not still be standing where we started

pictures from the birthday

http://wwu.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2022349&l=b0c4d&id=25900394

again, a crazy night, a fun one. lots of fun.

i know you were wondering....

You have 9 days until your next birthday !

spokane

i'm alone, and i have a sinking feeling this is how i'll be spending the next year of my life, alone and forgotten. while the rest of you have lives and are moving on, i'll be stuck here, treading water. i'll be going nowhere and doing nothing. i love my family. and i miss them. but coming back here, ugh, it just spells failure to me. i should save money and move here, i know it wont be as bad as i think, and i know that bellingham isn't going to be great like i want it to be. but fuck, i dont know where i'm supposed to be or what i'm supposed to be doing.

this isn't home anymore.

but really, nowhere is.

and so life begins

i kinda knew it was going to happen this way; i don't have stellar grades and i applied to the top 3 schools for what i wanted to do. it was bound to happen, i was just in denial. i didn't get in to any of the 3 grad schools i applied to, so now i have to figure out what i'm doing with the rest of my life.

no bread for the jew

beginning next wednesday, april 12th, please remind me not to eat bread or leavened products for 7 days. the last time i ate bread during passover, i had horrible scary dreams and felt guilty about it.

and yes, i know i'm not a real jew, but i can still pretend.

typical me

You have 41 days until your next birthday !

AND....

You have 78 days until Graduation!